i like blogging

im new . but i read ovr. and i have to be as good as i say i am. wow.  i havent sat in days. o.0 dangerous. i realize i dont have do be anything. when i feel this. and read that. i feel the need to clarify which is a defense mechanism. im feeling defensive. about my weight. and im feeling defense towards myself. which im realizing. im been doing things that have been disconnecting me. but allowing myself disgusting freedoms, helps me  untie the knot and find myself… when im lost i can still find that myself is still talking to me. im fucking crazy

@1 month ago